Know that I know

Sunday 10 September 2023

Two dreams recalled:

  1. I was in a hospital ward or a building taking care of sick and wounded people. My job was to clean bedpans, and the imagery was graphic.
  2. I had taken Anne to a train station somewhere. It was going to be her first long train travel, and I was helping her with her luggage, getting her onboard and ready to travel.

It was again warm, hazy, very humid, almost foggy on our walk.

The Father speaks clearly:

            Remember what I have told you about being even more calm and secure with Me, in Me.

            Yes, I do know what it looks like to you, and you cannot yet imagine what it looks like to Me.

            Know that I know.

Change is coming, and we take You at Your word

Thursday 7 September 2023

After intercessory prayer time, I am out with Luke. It is warm and humid, and I am in beautiful still peace, and You tell me:

            You are safe.

I revel in that for a long while, just walking with Luke, and there is one more word:

            Yes, change is coming, its very near.

In my spirit I know this: To be on-watch for the Lord is to be strong, alert, eyes open, sharp, clear, and focused.

“Be thou my vision, Lord. Keep me vigilant, prepared, perceptive, steady and steadfast, diligent.”

As I am getting in the truck, I see a number on a passing car: 447.

Psalm 44:7 says: “…but you give us victory over our enemies,
                                    you put our adversaries to shame.”

Isaiah 44:7 says: “   Who then is like me? Let him proclaim it.
                                    Let him declare and lay out before me
                                    what has happened since I established my ancient people,
                                    and what is yet to come—
                                    yes, let them foretell what will come.”

John 4:47 says: “…When this man heard that Jesus had arrived in Galilee from Judea,
                                    he went to him and begged him to come and heal his son, who was
                                    close to death.”

I read on further to verse 50.

                                    ““Go,” Jesus replied, “your son will live.”
                                    The man took Jesus at his word and departed.”
                                    [emphasis mine]

“Yes, Lord: We take you at your Word. Thank you and Amen.”

Boats, and military things to come

Wednesday 6 September 2023

Another night of fractured sleep. Wide awake at 4, with a gentle voice whispering in my ear:

            Get up and come out here.

Luke and I were out in the semi-darkness at 5. I was called to the waters edge. I thought about how much water there is compared to land, thought about the ‘laws’ of physics which try to help us understand how ‘gravity’ and ‘density’ hold all that water in its place, hold my feet to the ground. There was a deep laugh when I thought the word ‘laws’. I stood silently, waiting, staring out at the horizon, listening, feeling the cadence of the morning, the heartbeat of the water.

            You do not go into, go onto the water very far without a boat. What don’t you see, child?

“I don’t see any boats, Lord. Not a one, as far as these eyes can look.”

            You will see many more as you return to a different pace and structure.


I thought about that for a while. I could picture in my mind’s eye the waters busy with boats, carrying goods and cargo, carrying people to and fro. I asked, “At the pace of sail, Father?” But there was no more insight for the moment, except from Psalm 104: 25-26,

25There is the sea, vast and spacious,
    teeming with creatures beyond number—
    living things both large and small.
26 There the ships go to and fro,
    and Leviathan, which you formed to frolic there.

Sunrise now, and the clouds are brilliantly lit. There is something that looks like a hammer or … a symbol, a letter character. It looks like ‘daleth”, which may represent a door. “Tell me more, Lord.”


Later that morning, I hear Him quite clearly:

            There are things your military must do in these coming times – more that just legal tribunals. They must do war things, and there are things you must do: Stand strong, facing forward, clear-eyed, when you see casualties. Do not lose focus on Me, on My orders and plans.

Tuck in and stay close

Tuesday 5 September 2023

A night of fractured sleep, so I am awake very early, and finally out with Luke in the pre-dawn light. In the stillness there is only the sound of my shoes crunching along, step by step, when He says simply:

            Stay close to Me, tuck in, stay very close.


Psalm 91:4 tells us:

He will cover you with his feathers,
    and under his wings you will find refuge;
    his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

Dreams of diodes, and big meetings

Tuesday 5 September 2023

Dream recall from last night:

  1. There are electronic parts, symbols and equations in the air all around me. None of them seem to fit together, go together, but some of them begin to fall downward, as though being shaken gently out of a cloud. What appear before me are diodes[1], and I am being asked to compare diodes to shields.
  • In a second dream, I realize it is an exact repeat of something I’ve dreamed before. I am going into an organization for the first time, in a leadership role. I am called in, assigned to fix a rotten situation. The atmosphere is highly charged because I have been chosen from the ‘outside’ rather than someone from the ‘inside’.

I go into the office very early, 4am, to be there before anyone else, to feel the energy and spirit of the place. But when I arrive, I am not the first one there: the senior-most admin is already there, brewing coffee. She has been in the organization longer than anyone else, is 100% loyal, trustworthy, and she knows who is good and who’s corrupt.

I ask, “What are you doing here so early?”

She replies, “The Lord told me that you might be coming in at this time, and I have some things to tell you, things that you need to hear.”

We sit sipping coffee, and she gives me a complete download of the organization’s real situation. Person-by-person I learn the status of each one. She is warning me of the danger points, because in an hour, I am to conduct a meeting to set the new course and direction, weed out the tares, and recognize the good people.

I am overwhelmed by the blessing of such loyalty and honest information, and when I go into the crowded room, it is with calm authority, a smiling demeanor, and love for doing what is right.


[1] Diodes are electronic components which allow flow in one direction only, thus protecting the circuit. The symbol is , the flow is allowed in the direction of the arrow and is blocked by the ‘shield’ in front.

An open vision of night fighting

Wednesday 13 September 2023

Judith asked me about a vision from November of 2022, which I had not recorded at the time. I had gone into the spirit, looking for her, and this is the transcription of that open vision.


13 November 2022

I hadn’t quite closed my eyes when I was taken to a rugged, rocky terrain. In a large clearing between two mountain ridges, I was watching the Lord’s armies gathering. The colors of the horses and warriors jumped out in contrast to the dark brown, black and rocky background. I could see precise maneuvering of divisions of forces, orderly movement of horses and soldiers. It saw that it was a ceremony, a holy ceremony.

There were brilliant red crimson blankets on many of the horses, all the way over their rumps, hanging below their knees. There was sharp contrast with the deep brown and shining silver color of the horses.

It was cold – I could see the horses breath streaming out of their nostrils.

The ceremony was also something like an inspection, something like preparing for moving out.

The name “berekekegaarde’ was present – or a place of similar sounding name, but the language being spoken was difficult to understand or pronounce.

I could see Judith, mounted up and her horse is beautiful, proud, fierce.

All around is a rocky and gray landscape, and we are very high, above the tree line.

The ceremony was to bless the divisions. There has been a long period of healing and restoration after the battles, and we’ve been up in this hidden area training and preparing. Now, all are gathering in formations. There are no flags, no battle-streamers.

Now there’s a song being sung, telling the story of a battle; I’m not sure if the Lion himself is telling the story or where the sound is coming from. But now it’s more than a story – it’s as if we’re being prepared – in song, to battle the enemy – to fight underground or someplace not wide open. We are being prepared for close-in fighting.

I find myself in a division of warriors in a rocky gorge, who are on the left-hand side of the gorge, and the mounted horse divisions are on the right side.

The temperature drops and there is snow flying through the air.

There is recounting of a battle, and then part of the ceremony is that one by one each division, each fighting unit would move into position, be blessed and anointed, and then move for the next ones.

The light was dim and gray.

The soldiers were wearing crimson shirts with long red sleeves. The commanders, Judith, me and the rest were wearing red and gold, brilliantly lit up by sparkling light. I don’t see where the light is coming from, but it is in sharp contrast to the flat winter atmosphere.

Judith is carrying a lance, as are most of the horse-mounted divisions, and the sparkling light is touched individually to the tips of the lances; there’s a rippling, rolling wave of this light touching all the soldiers, one by one, point by point.

It’s an anointing light.

On the back of Judith’s armor, not on her shield, there is a red and silver pattern, a silver cross. It’s repeated on many but not all.

Now someone is chanting in a language I don’t understand. They’re pronouncing a blessing. Suddenly in contrast to the gloom, the distributed light on everyone is as clear as a bell ringing. The blessing continues, it may be coming from up above in a clear light-filled language.

The Lion himself now makes the ground shake, and all the horses are responding to the tremor in the ground by stamping their feet in response. Every soldier is pounding their lance on the ground in rhythm to the Lions shaking.

It is now clear: we’re going to fight at night, not underground in dimly lit tunnels, but we’re going into the dark, and we’re going to move out quickly.

There were huge angelic beings high up on the ridgeline all around the divisions. I thought they had lights, but it’s their eyes gleaming blue and gold. When the blessings were complete, they began to lead the way for the forces. There are many of them, and they’re guiding us toward large shapes or structures in the ground. The divisions are going to secure them.

I was taken up in the air briefly to be able to see the entire massive scale of the terrain.

Now, on the ground, we can begin to make out something ahead. I don’t know what these structures are, some sort of ancient craters, portals, or old dried-up lake beds. Whatever they are, and whatever they’re guarding, they have to be taken, be secured. We already know that there are likely to be horrible evil beasts guarding the entrances. It is a huge and vast landscape.

Night has completely come, we’re moving in darkness, and it’s getting even colder.

We are coming out of a rocky gorge, there are now very tall trees like walls surrounding the flat areas. Judith’s division and many of the mounted warriors are swinging around in a right-handed direction. Everything is bathed in a turquoise-blue light. Another order comes: there are water sources feeding the underground portals that have to be secured.

Now, as we approach the edges of the dried lakebeds or ancient crater floors, we are passing through heavily forested areas, and underneath the vegetation there is crackling, vicious red light, and we know: they don’t want to give these things up and they’re going to fight to the death.

Scouts return – there is not water flowing into the structures, it may be something flowing out.

There are now explosions deep underground as they’re trying to secure some tunnels and other passageways. There’s a deep blue light cast over the whole area and there’s an ugly red light throbbing, pulsing in the depressions trying to break free of it.

The temperature continues to drop.

Suddenly a hideous shrieking sound is coming up from underground. It is aimed at deafening the horses; all their ears shot up when it started but the turquoise-blue light rendered it mute.

There’s a battle in the atmosphere, a battle against sound and light being produced from underground. The battle is ferocious against a red sound, which is very sharp and dangerous, almost like spikes coming out. Now there are red and black arrows coming out of the ground like porcupine quills.

All the warriors have their shields covering them against these arrows. There are needle-point arrows coming out of the ground, out of the lake beds.

Ugly red and black force is pulsing out of the ground, but each pulse is neutralized by turquoise-blue light, which is shot through with brilliant opal like sparks.

Whatever is in there, underground, it’s not going to come out and fight, at least not right now.

[there is a vision break, and I say to Judith “I wish I knew where this was …”; she replies, “Go up higher in the air so you can see …”, and I do.]

It’s in Northern Siberia, Northern Russia, it’s way out in the middle of nowhere.

I can also see that the pattern of the structures in the ground is like a comma shape …

There seems to be a lull in fighting and they’re quiet (the evil ones); But No! They’re pulsing out powerful ball-shaped energy which makes everyone wince back. But each ball is neutralized turquoise-blue light, which simply ripples over it.

It’s cold enough to make breathing painful.

Another attack! They’ve released a poisonous yellow-green slime-liquid that would contaminate everybody’s feet, but our boots are protective, and the horses’ hooves are protected.

With every attack, this beautiful turquoise-blue light is neutralizing it.

Now we are counterattacking! Several divisions are at full speed, driving this long-distance wedge between the two ancient lake beds. There’s huge maneuvering going on, I’ve never seen horses and soldiers move at this galloping speed before.

It’s so cold now, bitter on faces and hands.

Another evil movement has shot out red and black energy that has sealed the tops of the underground structures. They’re not going to come out and fight. They’re going deep underground.

They’ve electrified their entire perimeter with massively high voltage. At any approach or contact with a weapon, a million volts come shooting out, and long tendrils of electric red and black fire shoots up and along the ground. Again and again the turquoise-blue light neutralizes it until it stops.

It’s pitch black now, and for a long time there is silence. All divisions stand silently at the ready, waiting. The extreme cold begins to moderate.

We have driven them down into the ground and they are sealed in by their own hand. The divisions begin to make their way out, in the dark but easily guided by the angelic beings that led us in.

[end of vision]

Everything goes through Me first

Monday 4 September 2023

Walking with Luke in the cool pre-dawn, quite alone, I raise my voice, I praise aloud, I love out loud, I shout for the Glory, I thank you for your beauty, your all-knowing.

Suddenly, my eyes begin to focus on a perspective from a different height, and He shows me towns, villages, cities, and many, many people.

“So many people, Lord, good people who all need and use and depend on …”, and I start to list all those needs and things we ‘depend on. I just start to say, “Lord, we have a lot of problems to tackle here …,” when He answers:

             Yes, child, that is why you and Judith and so many others are awake, in position at this right time.

            Builders, healers, architects, designers, singers, and more – I call them all.

My mouth is dry, and I am thinking of water. I think of every person having that same sensation, that same thirst. I think that we are taking for granted the water that effortlessly flows from our faucets.

My vision expands to all the systems that bring us water, to all the engineering, the technology that makes it happen. I think of the scale and scope of just this one human need, human requirement: fresh, clean water. I am thinking of massive waterways all the way down to small pipes and tubes, thinking of this system and that system …

… when He rebukes me and pulls me up short:

            Those are tools, child, because everything goes through Me first, foremost, forever. Yes, water, and remember the order, Health, safety, water, food, shelter…

            Do not get ahead. I will tell you exactly what to work on first and where and how. I know you desire to start fixing and building now, you and so many others.

            Yet everything must and will go through Me, and all in order, My order of completeness. For I am coming, child.

            I have told you that I am the Vine and you are the branches for good reason, for you MUST remain in Me, abide in Me, to live and thrive.

            You will seek me, individually and together, and I will answer you, show you, tell you, teach you.

            You will see, you will hear, you will taste, touch, smell, and will be in My Presence.

You must fight on ALL fronts

Sunday 3 September 2023

Very uncomfortable sleeping, with a sore back and feet. Was awake at 3:30 and again at 4 and 4:30. “Are you calling me, Lord?”

Finally got up and went out to walk Luke at 5, quite alone and praising God for the beauty of the earth, the waving grass, soaring birds. He commands me:

            Think on this day, child, and do not look back.

Psalm 118:24 says, “This is the day the Lord has made. We will rejoice and be glad in it.”

He continues:

            Hear me, child and listen!

            You must fight on all fronts. The war within is all about your faith, belief and trust in what you cannot “see.” Even as I came to you as fully one of you, I am still with you, yes, ME, within each one of you. Yet the battle within is to make you fear that what you cannot “see” must not be “real.”

            Yes, be very strong and very courageous. Very strong in the physical, for the battle without. Be strong in your heart and mind, in the spirit which is My Spirit. Have and demonstrate the courage to know with absolute confidence and trust that

I AM and I KNOW.

            Be very aware of what you see and do not see. When you think on Me, you get Me inside you, winning the battle within. When you love others, represent Me, glorify Me, reflect Me, I win the battle external.

            I protect, I provide, I heal, I restore.

            So much do I love you!

Dreams of warring and large energy weapons

Saturday 2 September 2023

On the prayer wall at 5, but I was exhausted from these dreams:

I was warring and fighting in dreams all night. I was with Judith and William, and a large group and groups of other fighters.

At first we were marching, getting into position – I could hear something keeping cadence – and suddenly we were under fire, running, ducking, crawling through a battlefield.

There were extremely loud weapons booming, not like normal guns but something more like powerful energy weapons. When they fired it was not just a ‘bang’ or sharp report, but a deep booming thud that shook the ground. We could feel the energy (not just a projectile) fly overhead and crash into something well beyond us.

The firing came closer and was so intense that we had to move, had to change positions rapidly. A large group of us were running, crouching, sometimes crawling along a road. There was an embankment that covered us, and we could peer up and over as we went along, to see our next moves. The flashing of the large weapons was lighting up the sky, shaking the ground.

Engage the Main Engines!

Friday 1 September 2023

On August 15th, I heard engines starting up, and felt warships getting underway. The sensation of pulling away from the pier, from the shore was very tangible. I thought we were fully operational, but on the 31st the Lord rocked me in the morning with an overwhelming sound and vibration. Even as I was asking, “What is this, Lord?”, I knew the answer:

The true main engines were now starting up, and what I had heard before was only some smaller power necessary to get ready and maneuver slowly.

But now there was massive power and thunder, and I could feel the ships leap ahead, cutting through the water. Over the wind noise I hear Him command:

            Engage the Main Engines! Full speed, flank speed!

            All weapons fully armed and engaged, trigger locks off. All eyes on targets!