Monday 8 May 2023
Fractured, frustrating sleep, coupled with long, overlapping dreams about cleaning out houses and rebuilding. I don’t know where this was, there was packing and moving involved.
I was trying really hard to remember details, to remember to ask the Lord, questions, like, “What do you want to say to me about this? What am I supposed to be learning or doing?”
In the middle of the dream sequence, everything stopped, and there was a silence, an awareness of his presence. Earlier in the evening I had commented on some developing issues and discussions centered around ‘artificial intelligence’, posting the question: “Have we really asked God our creator about any of this? Are we at all committed to seeking wisdom from his perspective?” Quietly but firmly, he began to speak:
You must teach gently, child, and keep close to me. There are many who have never had conversation with me but believe that anything to do with me is ‘religion.’ You know this from your own walk, from thinking that science and engineering was somehow separate from me. The one who hates you, the evil one, presses hard on my children to scare them and make them believe that I do not know of their lives, their circumstances, and that I am not present.
How my children understand miracles and wonder has been so clouded, so attacked, that many believe my presence is somehow random, or somehow based on how ‘good’ or ‘bad’ people have been. Thus, many believe I am only to be spoken to, pleaded with, begged for, in the most dire or unusual of circumstance, and that somehow, I respond in ways that do not make sense. That somehow, I favor some children more than others, that somehow, I don’t hear or don’t know.
You need to say this gently: I am not to be ‘summoned’ or sought only in ‘times of trouble’, because I know the conditions of the hearts of everyone, and I know, truly I know, sincere hearts and willing spirits.
The dream state returns and for a few moments, there are visions of water so clear it seems like liquid diamonds or liquid crystal of some sort. It is running horizontally, not on the ground but through the air. I am both in the stream and watching it at the same time.
What have I told you about this, child?
“You are coming to cleanse, Lord. It feels like a mystery because I don’t understand the when or where or how. I only know you said it and I know you mean it.”
Remember to teach gently, child, about seeking me, and be prepared for wonderful encounters. So much do I love you, love every one of you.