Do you hear thunder?

For months now, I’ve been holding on to some words about thunder, waiting for confirmation. Today, I hear deep rumbling, it’s far away and yet near enough to vibrate my feet, and the Lord says Now, child


Sunday 28 August 2022

During services with Robin Bullock, a presence is pressing itself into me, but I can’t identify it. The Lord says:

                Is that thunder you hear, child? It is the sound of Me loving you. Stand and brace yourself. Hear the sound completely.


Sunday 16 October 2022

I am on the beach with Luke just before sunrise.

There is something unusual, something I can’t identify, can’t quite see or feel. It’s not in the wind or the waves, and the Lord says nothing until I am in the truck, slowly driving back over the bridge:

            Do you hear the thunder? The storm is coming. It’s going to get loud.

Teach gently

Monday 8 May 2023

Fractured, frustrating sleep, coupled with long, overlapping dreams about cleaning out houses and rebuilding. I don’t know where this was, there was packing and moving involved.

I was trying really hard to remember details, to remember to ask the Lord, questions, like, “What do you want to say to me about this? What am I supposed to be learning or doing?”

In the middle of the dream sequence, everything stopped, and there was a silence, an awareness of his presence. Earlier in the evening I had commented on some developing issues and discussions centered around ‘artificial intelligence’, posting the question: “Have we really asked God our creator about any of this? Are we at all committed to seeking wisdom from his perspective?” Quietly but firmly, he began to speak:

            You must teach gently, child, and keep close to me. There are many who have never had conversation with me but believe that anything to do with me is ‘religion.’ You know this from your own walk, from thinking that science and engineering was somehow separate from me. The one who hates you, the evil one, presses hard on my children to scare them and make them believe that I do not know of their lives, their circumstances, and that I am not present.

            How my children understand miracles and wonder has been so clouded, so attacked, that many believe my presence is somehow random, or somehow based on how ‘good’ or ‘bad’ people have been. Thus, many believe I am only to be spoken to, pleaded with, begged for, in the most dire or unusual of circumstance, and that somehow, I respond in ways that do not make sense. That somehow, I favor some children more than others, that somehow, I don’t hear or don’t know.

            You need to say this gently: I am not to be ‘summoned’ or sought only in ‘times of trouble’, because I know the conditions of the hearts of everyone, and I know, truly I know, sincere hearts and willing spirits.

The dream state returns and for a few moments, there are visions of water so clear it seems like liquid diamonds or liquid crystal of some sort. It is running horizontally, not on the ground but through the air. I am both in the stream and watching it at the same time.

            What have I told you about this, child?

“You are coming to cleanse, Lord. It feels like a mystery because I don’t understand the when or where or how. I only know you said it and I know you mean it.”

            Remember to teach gently, child, about seeking me, and be prepared for wonderful encounters. So much do I love you, love every one of you.

Dreams of tribes gathering

Friday 5 May 2023

Dream recall:

I was high above America and saw tribes of people being gathered. There were eight major tribes, I clearly heard the words “…like Asher and Dan …”, but I was not close enough to identify any specifics about the people in each tribe. These were very large groups of people, and some had animals with them.

They were being gathered and moved about in very specific shapes or configurations, much like puzzle pieces. Initially they were very square or rectangular, straight-sided box-like shapes, but they rapidly evolved into fluid, dynamic entities, not yet mixing with any other tribe, but adjusting to the terrain as they moved.

As I was watching, there was a sense that this was a good and right thing to be happening, that all the tribes, all the people were moving as God was directing, and that they were all safe and cared for.

As soon as that feeling of well-being washed over me, I was swept up and taken to the steps of what appeared to be a large capitol building, although it was changing shape in real time – it could have been a temple or holy structure. It was large and imposing with columns and marble steps.

As I began to walk towards the building, a man appeared next to me, on my left, walking with me. It was clear that we were supposed to be going together. We began to walk up the steps, and the building began to transform into some sort of clock-like machinery with many intricate moving parts. But it wasn’t running right, and clearly, that’s why we were there, to fix something. The man had in his hands a small, fine-threaded bolt or screw, but it was deeply corroded, covered in rust and dirt. Somehow, I had pulled a stainless-steel brush out of my back pocket and began to clean the piece, gently brushing it until its original condition began to become almost new again. It had a knurled head and as we got closer to the main part of the machinery, we could see where it was supposed to fit.

The gears and spinning machinery would need to be stopped, to come to a period of rest before we could make the repair. As I began to wake from the dream, I realized that there was no caretaker or master of the house, and I would have to search for the place where the machinery could be gently brought to a stop.

Two dreams of rescue

Monday 1 May 2023

Dreams overnight – I had three dreams in a row, each with the same theme: I was tasked to rescue or recover someone. Each was distinct, markedly different, I can only clearly recall two, as follows:

  • I found myself in some sort of university environment or scene. Something made me feel like Princeton, but it could have been anywhere. I had been called to the residential section of a campus where the professors and university administrators reside. A frantic woman meets me at the door to one of the large brick houses on a tree-lined lane. Her husband – I know in the spirit that he is very senior at the university – has realized that the institution has been engaging in horrible research and lying about it. Everything he has believed in has been exposed to be false. He’s nearly gone mad, and has disappeared, perhaps to do something extremely dangerous, maybe fatal.

    “You’ve got to help him! He’s gone off the deep end and you’re the only one he’ll listen to! Quickly, this way!”

    She leads me to his office, library, private study, but I already know he’s not there. We go in and there is a secret exit door revealed behind a large wall of books. I can see out the office window to the driveway below and know he has taken one of the cars and sped away.

    The woman looks out also and gasps, “He’s taken the Saab!”

In an instant, I find myself driving one of the other cars, going after him. I know he’s taken the Turnpike southbound, and I am flooring it until I find the place where he tried to make a full-speed U-turn. There was dirt and mud strewn in a huge arc as the car had been forced first hard to the right, up a steep earth embankment, and then hard left as though to swing across the median. The Saab is abandoned, having rolled over.

I see him in my mind’s eye, not far away. I hear my voice sending a message in some non-audible frequency, “Wait! You’re OK. Everyone will listen. I’ll listen right now!” As soon as he stops moving away, the scene changes.


  • I’m in a city waterfront environment and there’s a manhunt going on. A man has taken his young child – I think it’s a little boy – and is trying to get away. I hear my spirit asking him “From what? I know you’re running away, but from what?”

    The answer comes clear instantly: He’s trying to protect the boy from something medically not good for him, but the man can’t stop them, so he’s taking the child to try to escape.

    My spirit leads me away from the chaos on the streets and into a series of low arched tunnels, slightly below street level, but right at the water level. I remember thinking, “It’s a lot like Venice.” There are small boats tied up in remind me of watery parking spaces. I follow the trail of boy and man to a smaller tunnel off to the left where I find an open grating that let them drop down into a small boat. I can see him frantically, awkwardly trying to row or paddle away. His hair is wild in the strong wind blowing over the waterway.

    “Slow down, you’re safe!” I am breathing this out over the same non-verbal frequency as before. “No one’s going to get you!” I see him stop struggling, see the little boat settle down, and the scene changes again.

Encouragement on a rainy afternoon

Sunday 30 April 2023

Recalling words from the Lord, standing at the edge of a rain-showered pond with Judith. We prayed, we gave thanks, thanks for the life-force within us, thanks for every drop of water, and He responded:

            Everything is alright and safe for you.

(I knew that the “you” was plural, meaning Judith, our children, our animals, our families, in an ever-increasing circle of our loved ones)

            You cannot yet see all the ways I have provided for you and protected you, and there are many things which you do not need to know of now.

            I am providing, for I have the vision. What does scripture say, child?

“Lean not on my own understanding, Father.”

            Lean in to Me, for I have you. I will never stop providing.

            I am moving for you, even moving that which you cannot see. My promises are true. Do not be afraid, do not fear.

            I know every piece of all your circumstances. What you have is safe, not ‘perfect’, good, and for a time, not forever.

About thirty minutes later, He was gently reminding me of the words so often spoken by impatient children to their parents: “But, you don’t understand!” And he was gentle when he concluded:

            Imagine how I receive these words from so many. Look at me now, child and tell me what I do not understand.