Awakened at 0445: my name was called out loud – just one word
Frank
I stood out of bed, shaking, asking God “Is that you?”
But there was only silence. Prayed, laid in bed, knelt by the bed: God, I am here, call me use me, talk to me, direct me – But there was only silence.
In silence, I got up and dressed and went out to the beach with Luke. It was cold but calm, with just barely enough light to see. Walking in prayer, praying hard into the Spirit, my ears went totally silent for a moment – maybe 30 or 40 seconds – no whining tinnitus. I was almost scared, yet I could recognize something like holy fear. Then, there is something that comes in the silence, in the Spirit:
Something is happening. Something is coming.
Later that morning, praying with Judith, a vision appears:
Crystal-clear views of sunken cities, extreme up-close views of trees and walls. Then all the water rushing into a whirlpool, and a Hand pouring a bucket of stars into the stream, and brilliant (white) light on waves and sand.
Friday 14 January 2022
Dreams overnight of fighting, warring.
Saturday 15 January 2022
Bitter cold at the beach, 7° with a fierce wind from the NW. A face-numbing walk with Luke in the early twilight. Waves crashing in, with their tops being blasted backward, shock-white against the blue-black sea.
In the wind, it is suddenly quiet again, and I felt, heard a deep humming, a deep vibration – as though a thousand wings were beating – like a great army revving up its engines.
Sunday 16 January 2022
During services and note-taking, two very specific items appear in my consciousness (not as spoken by someone else):
The phrase, “Bigger on the Inside,” to which God replied:
Yes, My child, I AM that
And some few moments later:
Remember, My child, what Aslan told Lucy – When you see Me, you have to follow, no matter what, no matter what others say or do. Because when you see Me, hear Me – What else will do? What else matters?
How else to answer but this: I proclaim:
I will obey. Lord, let me serve, let me be in the door of my tent. Oh Lord! Keep my eyes open, ears tuned to be of service, to meet you and greet you when you pass by – When You knock, Lord, let me run to answer! And I will cry out, “Come in, Lord! Come in and abide with us for a while, let us prepare you a meal – stay with us!”